9.25.2014

My Retreat

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Stillness is "about creating a clearing.  It's Opening up an emotionally clutter-free space and allowing ourselves to feel and think and dream and question."  Brene Brown (The Gifts of Imperfection)

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"When you lose touch with inner stillness, you lose touch with yourself.  When you lose touch with yourself, you lose yourself in the world.  Your innermost sense of self, of who you are, is inseparable from stillness."
Eckhart Tolle (Stillness Speaks)

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"We need to try to see silence as a living presence for itself, which is primordial and primal, and then see all other things- now experienced deeply- inside of that container."  Richard Rohr (Silent Compassion)

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{My room for three nights}

"Mindfulness is the miracle by which we master and restore ourselves." Thich Nhat Hahn (The Miracle of Mindfulness)

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"There is place where words are born of silence, a place where the whispers of the heart arise." Rumi

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{One of the delicious, made with love meals I enjoyed each day}

"Silence precedes, undergrids, and grounds everything.  We cannot just see it as an accident, or as something unnecessary.  But unless we learn how to live there, go there, abide in this different phenomenon, the rest of things- words, events, relationships, identities- all become rather superficial, without depth or context.  They loose meaning." Richard Rohr (Silent Compassion)

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I'm not sure I can really put my three night retreat into words.  I read, I painted, I wrote, I walked, and I ate the most nourishing food- but most of all, I was quiet.  Still.  I lit candles, I sat, I listened, I meditated.  I was once again reminded of the importance of taking care of oneself.  But above all else I was reminded of the healing, revitalizing, inspiring and creative power of going within.  Four days later I still feel different.  More peaceful.  Happier.  I am still meditating.  I hope it continues.

9.14.2014

Fall Weekend

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Highlights
~ Jackson's first soccer game
~ All of the work we got done this weekend thanks to our generous family who came out to help us saw/stack wood, and catch up on countless other things.
~ Grace surprising me and setting the whole table for dinner while I was gone
~ Making pesto
~ Nora's pigtails
~ The mushroom hunt Katie took the kids on
~ Making pumpkin muffins and (my new favorite) pumpkin pudding

9.12.2014

Our First Week of Homeschooling

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{a soccer game at Pioneer Park with our homeschool group}

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Despite my longing for summer to continue on forever (have I mentioned it was a good one), fall came anyway.  Now that it's here I remembered that I do really love fall as well.  It also felt good to get back into our rhythm of homeschooling.  Aside from starting our regular lessons, we also got together with our (silly) homeschool group, went on our first field trip (Vertical Endeavors), and both Grace and Jackson started some new classes (Soccer (just Jackson), Spanish, Nature Photography, and Irish Dance (just Grace) this week and next week music and golf as well).  It has felt very full but exciting too.  Of course on Monday they were both jumping up and down begging me to start school... and then already by Friday there was some pretty serious complaining about school work.  Hmmm, we will need to work on that or it could end up being a very long year.  Thankfully by Friday afternoon everyone was pretty happy about life again  (though that might have had more to do with the pumpkin muffins).

9.09.2014

One More Week of Summer

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Last week we made kind of last minute decision and decided to ditch the first week of school and instead follow Ryan up north (where he was working) and sneak in one last week of summer.  I am so glad we did.  This summer has been such a good one, I think we were all a little sad to see it end (for me make that really sad).  The weather was so beautiful and just to have a few more days of nothing was blissful.

8.24.2014

Barn Party

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8.18.2014

First Day of Camp

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Weekend Highlights

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~ Working around the farm, with help from family
~ Ryan building his lumber rack in the basement of the barn
~ Dinner outside
~ Rain (the garden was so happy)
~ But maybe my favorite part was the ending- a pizza party in the barn on Sunday night (just the five of us) with a bike "show" and pizza with homemade sauce and fresh veggies from the garden.

8.14.2014

Tomato Sauce

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Canning notes:
22 lbs of tomatoes.  I didn't change much from the recipe I made last year but I did simmer the sauce for 4 hours (instead of 45 minutes).  It made less sauce but it was much thicker this time which is what I was going for.

8.13.2014

A Love Letter

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Dear Mud Kitchen,
How can I ever thank you for all you do?  For all of those times you have stepped up and played the role of the third parent we so desperately need around here.  For continuously entertaining not one, not two, but all three children at the same time.  For magically appearing just at that breaking point, right as I'm about to grab a bag of cookies and lock myself in the bathroom.  Oh mud kitchen, I do love you.  But today, today you really outdid yourself.  I mean showing up like that, right as I am about to start canning tomatoes, it was brilliant.  Because of you I actually got to enjoy myself as I was processing all of those tomatoes, not to mention I got to finish.  From the bottom of my heart mud kitchen, thank you.

8.11.2014

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I was really, really spoiled this year.  Some birthday highlights...

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~ Katie took me out for a glass of wine at Domacin Friday night (and we sat on the cute little deck in the twinkle lights)
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~ Time to garden on Saturday (and blanch some beans)
~ Ryan gave me the weekend off in the kitchen and made a yummy dinner of blackened chicken and mushrooms
~ Followed by a yummy brunch on Sunday
~ Jackson gave me "game time" with him where we got to play some of my favorite games (in a cozy tent outside he set up)

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~ Grace gave me an afternoon of knitting with her and going to our favorite coffee shop (where we proceeded to spend 4 hours knitting and playing chess)
~ The knitting shop was clearancing out some of their best yarns (I may have accidentally brought home a huge shopping bag full of yarn).

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~ My parents, Katie, Kris, and our whole family went out to dinner to one of my favorite places on Sunday.
~ AND on top of all of that, Ryan and the kids got me a three day retreat that I get to go on in September.

I think it wins for one of my favorite birthdays ever.

8.08.2014

Secret Beach

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(For six hours.  With Kirsten, Katie, and all the kiddos.)

8.06.2014

Cousins

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